Profanity from the girl side
Yes I am the girl about whom rahasya has been writing. This is to the person who has sent ethical suggestions as to how a girl should be ………….. I know what I am and as far as I have understood myself I know what is sex to me and I do distinguish between love and sex. Well according to me sex is related to body and love is related to heart. You love a person whom you trust completely. And I think trust does not mean that you place your body only the hands of the person you love.
I really love rahasya …….. and I value his feelings and so does he value mine. I had a wonderful time with Rahasya before he left to another country . The sudden deprivation I could not bear. I dont know how I spent these 9 months without him or sex. But the desire had reached alarming proportions that I could not suffice with the virtual sex we were having . So I chose this outlet only after informing rahasya coz I love him and I dont want to betray him. I would have backed off if he said the one word “NO” . This is love.
I accpet there is difference in doing sex with the one you love and one you dont. But isnt variety the spice of life until it doesnt involve betrayal ? This is what I believe. Life is small , so enjoy it and dont break your heads as to what somebody else thinks of your behaviour. You hold responsibility for your actions and act accordingly . I promise you will love your life.
