Profanity, Now
She actually had it the last friday. She met this guy and talked with him and thought he was safe, came back to net and asked me about it. I gave go ahead and she spend the night with him. The go ahead was not an easy one, I was almost in tears when I told her that, I did it mostly for the heck of it. Also the hours after she gone was tortoresome, I became completely restless. But good thing that guy was bad and she did not enjoy it as she would have done normally. May be she got used to me and she would like to have it only that way. When I asked her whether she would continue the relaionship, she said no. Its not worth the heck.
But again the night she started talking with that over the net and they decided again to do it. And she agreed. But I put a break on all this, I asked to stop it or dont tell it to me. Its disturbing me a lot and also my profanity is increasing. I am not seeing any limits to it.
